Still Waiting

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

oooo... saw someone's blog just now.. =( well.. dun feel sad dear.. love always always need commitment u noe.. well.. at least he is still alive and kicking rite? with hope, everything can be possible.. =) moreover ur ray of hope is so bright =) so no worries okie?

hmmm.. he may not understand u at times, but dont feel sad, for sometimes u dun even know urself well, so how can u blame others for not knowing u well? if both of u truly know each other well, den it'll not be called love, cos love has the essence of suspense in it =) hahaha... just hope u'll stay happy.. don't feel strained.. if u do, perhaps talk to him abt it.. cos this strained feeling wouldnt last long.. u know =) it'll not last long only if u try to stay optimistic about it.. and perhaps.. solve it with him together? love is special and unique.. only when u've lost it, u'll know how important it is to you... but dont learn it the hard way.. =) try to use your imagination..

maybe it's hard to imagine the situation when he's not by your side, cos he's always evolving around you every minute.. but well.. think..

you pass by the places where both of u have been to and u realised the last time u've been here was with him, and smiling happily.. but..now it wldnt happen again.

you listen to happy love songs and realise it doesnt apply to you anymore.

you will never recieve any sms from him again. no more reassurance of his love for you anymore.

you're wishing u can be an invisible man so u can watch after him every second, cos u wouldnt know wad he's doing.

you will be afraid that he doesnt love you anymore.

you realise every sweet nothings just adds on to your heartache.

you see the place that u both sat next to each other, and the moment when his face is so close to you but u didnt kiss it.

you see the place where u wanted to hug him so much, yet hold back.

and you see the route where u both held hands.

you wish for nothing, but him by your side once more.

well.. perhaps try imagining all these and u'll noe how much he means to you =) well.. don't think that u can really live w/o him, cos when u experience it, u'll feel like dying..

-when are you coming back? ;